Becoming a Farmer

If you had told me that I would be a stay at home mom, I would have laughed at you. If you had said I would be able to sell my art, I would have really laughed at you. If you had told me that I would be a rabbit breeder, have chickens, a massive garden and getting ready to have sheep, I would have thought you were insane. It goes to show you that God has a plan for your life and if you have enough faith and trust Him in, He will make it all worth it. Some parts are ugly and extremely tough, but man it is worth it. I feel so humble, and almost guilty that I am living this good life. I wake each day so incredibly happy. I have not been this happy ever. It is the strangest feeling. I have such an amazing husband who loves me unconditionally and we make the best team that can tackle anything together. Sometimes he annoys the shit out of me, like chewing and smacking like hes never eaten before or leaving a whirlwind of a mess wherever he goes, but I cannot NOT be near him. Yea I know its super sappy but I have never known a love like this. I am in disbelief that I get to move to such a wonderful place and start my little farm and watch my family grow. I feel so lucky to be here. I am so scared that it will all be taken away. For now I will continue to pray and thank God for this wonderful chapter in my life. If you are having a hard time in life, I strongly encourage you to keep your faith and hold on. God will constantly put you through things that are extremely tough, tougher than you can handle. My entire life has been a struggle, but now I can see that my life was difficult for a reason. If I hadnt seen the ugliness of divorces and other family matters, I might not have protected my family as well I have. I might not have strived for a really healthy marriage. If you are going through something really bad in your life, hold on and try your best to be humble and do your best.

The chickens that were gifted to me!